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this month wasnt a good month at all. had my mock exam ytd , it seem to be ... cmi . didnt really know how to do . my mind was blank .

Few more days to the deadline of project and yet theres still nothing been done yet. i wonder how my group gona survive . exam exam .. few more to go . role play script not even written . everyting crush in this month.

you knw my math is bad , u already knw yet u want me to do more. doing things which i dont like , its killing me thought . im trying my hard to get this freaking subject up to at least a "B" or "C" grade. im trying .. my best. But can you please give some air for us to breathe? my lecturer~

Having my mock re-test tomorrow. prepare tosee another downfall to our class! only 7 passes for the mock exam . lets see how many will pass on the retest. paper will not be same as the previous one. good luck.

Having a bias dad , a make no sense mum . whadever i do was wrong . whenever i step back to house , i am the one who get scolded like no one business. i`ve been ignoring this for months untill i cant take it . The way they treat me is totally different than my brother & sister. what they actually want? i feel like moving out this .. unreasonable house. no point staying if this continue. Ever since when "they" treat me in a better way. NO i dont have , not even once.

Tomorrow will be a boring day as it always do . 2 hour lesson as usually . bored to death. preparing for CTR script soon! . i knw i wont do well.

I may just give up everything .
going to walk this path alone .
will you be there~?