thought i could do everything on this holiday , but i guess i didnt . even dont have the chances to said it out or not even going out . this 1month 1week holiday , is somehw my meaning-less holiday i had . idontknow whad im doing either, i myself dont even know . wtheck am i doing.

i loss to myself & confident . hidin everywhr i could or whadever shyt i can think of. Maybe whad i have done is just a big waste. Maybe i done everything that is nothing . ........................................................................

I feel like , giving up .. in .. everything .
Maybe XL , you know whad im tryin to say . I said alot things to you about her . and thanks for those suggestion you gave. iddint used any of it in the end.(: thanks for being a lovely cousin, someone who i nvr thought that i can trust so well.

* dont say i nvr post u. dont scold me if i post u also. work hard.


goodbye reader .