The day when i started to believe. . .

Completed my common test on monday & tuesday . Monday test should be .. cmi . im worried, but there's no way i can change the answer again. nevermind. had BEO on tuesday , i go school to have the test with CONFIDENT . end up im like wrong alot. oh ho , what had happen to me. may i ask the god? maybe im not that good enough. :(

Life still goes on with. Time past slow . . exam finish and awaiting for the holiday approaching. hais .

something is likely to kill me every single day. purpose of not saying/honest to say out is that i really dont wish something would happen. Maybe it turn out to be a good answer from someone but there's always a bad anwser if there's an option for that particular question. it MAY or MAYNOT be . i really wanted to say out . hiding everything doesnt make things good for me rather than giving me more worries & pressure. im dont know what im afraid of , but there's really a limit of what i am thinking of . i know i had been thinking alot or even thinking over the border line. The day im still left the word unspoken , i will still be thinking/predicting things that slightly will happen. I will still act im well in the outer part. I will still continue to smile in the outer part. Maybe using blogger to express is a show of stupid-lity. well , i dont know. im still struggerling in every minutes , seconds & hours. i had no mroe to continue. hope i will be back to blog again.
i would hope that im the one who suffer and the one who carry everything for you. (: thats my wish


goodbye reader.